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Sunday, June 18, 2006

blessings

It’s been quite sometime that I have posted here. At present, I am at home…home as in hometown, Gangtok. Getting to be with my folks after quite sometime draws me away from the computer. As I am putting this up, bright sunlight is streaming through the windows. I love this room. It’s actually my father’s office at home. It’s got wide windows with no curtains…I love it this way...brings an antiquated atmosphere with the woodwork and all. Some few years back my mother had brought Jerusalem berry from her hometown and right now, that plant has those delicious looking crimson-colored berries abundantly. This plant brightens up the whole room.
As I look out from the window, I see houses dotted unevenly along the lush green mountains. It’s strange when I see it now and realize how much I had missed seeing all these while in the plains… The juicy corns are almost ripe and yesterday I got a bag full of plums from my cousin’s place…some minutes walk from my place. The flowers too are in full bloom. I can see from my seat here the blue-colored hydrangea and the colorful geraniums. And yes, how can I forget passion fruit and the sour grapes that adorn the gates of my home. I wonder who came up with the name “passion fruit”…seems funny when one hears it’s name for the first time.
While I was in my college hostel, I had broken one of those huge windows in my room and not wanting to see the glass being wasted, I had done some glass painting on it. I’ve got to say, it looks kinda crude. A modern art sort of thing ;) …I had got that glass home when I finished college and had left it there in my room which looked like a store room then with all my bags and luggage and junk stuff which I did not want to part with. When I came home this time, my mother had put up that piece of junk in my father’s office. Now this was funny…I wonder how my father reacted when he first saw that piece of broken glass with some crude drawings on it…makes me smile.
I have so many blessings to count that I simply just cannot start counting since it’s never going to stop. However, just one minor set-back, and am there…forgetting what life’s offered me so far. But then again, now I end up seeing the glass half-full and a belief that after every sunset there’s a sunrise. Sunset’s got a charm of it’s own…so I do not want to miss the sunset either…

10 Comments:

Blogger JuSt AnoThEr FaCe In ThE CrOwD said...

your piece reminds me of home too...natural air conditioning..."sunset has its won charm"...that's a nice phrase...paradoxical charm..."like death has its own importance too"...existential style...reminds me of Albert Camu's "the plague"...

anyways you have fun at home...ill stop as its BRAZIL playing now...

keep writing...

thinley

8:55 AM  
Blogger JuSt AnoThEr FaCe In ThE CrOwD said...

I have removed my posts ...am trying to write a dream sequence and edit those parts (the self pity ones..as you had pointed out...i think writing should be free from thta)...ill repost them soon...and await your comments

bye for now and keep writing

8:58 AM  
Blogger ripz said...

yeah, I noticed that you deleted your posts...wanted to know what the end..if it ever happened would be like.. :)
and Brazil's my team too and they won!!!

7:34 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ripzem,
this is prajwal. i have a blog, too. it's www.xanga.com/hellwhoami. Hehehe. Your comments about home made me miss home so badly. Booohoooh.

7:57 PM  
Blogger JuSt AnoThEr FaCe In ThE CrOwD said...

Well the end would be about the ...futility of words...

9:25 PM  
Blogger JuSt AnoThEr FaCe In ThE CrOwD said...

..and that wont come before a year or two...so it'll be a quite a long and tiresome waste of words...secretions on the computer...

yeah BRAZIL won...but the aussies did give them a scare!!! Korea drew with France...a toast to the too...keep posting

9:29 PM  
Blogger JuSt AnoThEr FaCe In ThE CrOwD said...

Is there a reality beyond the reality we know through our language?

Are we condemmed to forever search for meaning within our contructs and find there is no meaning but what we assign?

Can irresponsibilty liberate whereas responsibilty shrink a human heart?

Can there be love without pleasure or is what we know as love just pshycological games (have to study freud and lacan on this)?


these are some of the things i want to let my characters embody...hopefully i can get close...

9:52 PM  
Blogger JuSt AnoThEr FaCe In ThE CrOwD said...

Me again...Chapter 12 "a dream sequence" is posted...looking forward for your comments

2:46 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey I found ur blog :). Ur place seems to be a real treat to live, with the passion fruit and grapes growing in ur garden wow!! btw whats lue-colored hydrangea and the colorful geraniums?

12:08 PM  
Blogger ripz said...

hey Darshan, so you found my blog huh:)..those are flowers..there are lots in our hometown, am sure you've seen those too..

3:16 AM  

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